Villa Eden
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Chapter 159 : "Herr Sonnenkamp, or rather, not Herr Sonnenkamp, but, as his name really is, Her
"Herr Sonnenkamp, or rather, not Herr Sonnenkamp, but, as his name really is, Herr Banfield, is in so many words the most notorious slave-dealer ever known in the Southern States; nay, more. My nephew, Doctor Fritz, could tell you many a thing he has done; he even went so far as to defend slavery in the public prints, and he was so shameless as to set himself up as a proof that all Germans had not degenerated into sentimental humanity, but that he, a representative of Germany, supported slavery, maintaining it to be right. He has a ring on his thumb; if he takes the ring off, you can see the marks of the teeth of a slave whom he was throttling, and who bit him in that thumb."
A cry of horror was wrung from Eric's heart; he could only gasp out the words:--
"O Roland! O Mother! O Manna!"
"It grieves me to tell you this, but it is best that you should learn it through me. You cannot conceive that a man with such antecedents can at times appear so well, and engage in the discussions of principles.
Yes, this man is a swamp encircled with flowers. The fellow has cost me many days of my life, for I cannot understand how he can live.
Slave-dealing is murder in cold blood, the annihilation of free existence for one's own gain; the murderer from pa.s.sion, and the murderer from rapacity, stalk over the corpses of their victims to gratify their desire of establis.h.i.+ng their supposed rights. The world is to them a field of battle and a conflict, an annihilation of their foes, to find room for themselves. But a slave-dealer--a slave murderer! And this man is now a fruit-grower, a most excellent, careful fruit-grower, in mockery of the words: 'By their fruits ye shall know them.' Oh! my head was fairly crazed with this man, until I brought myself to the point of being able to forget him!"
Weidmann spoke on uninterruptedly, as if he did not wish these sad thoughts to settle down upon him.
Soon Eric raised his head and besought him:--
"Tell me all."
"Yes, you shall know all,--ah, what is all? You have heard of the fate of Captain Brown at Harper's Ferry?"
"Certainly. Was Herr Sonnenkamp there too?"
"He was a ringleader."
Eric related how Roland at one time in his fever dreams shouted, "John Brown is hanging on the gallows!"
The more he spoke of Roland, the more feelingly his voice trembled, and at last hot tears burst from his eyes. He apologized for this weakness before Weidmann, who said:--
"Your tears consecrate you in my eyes forever; you shall find in me a friend whom you may call upon at any time and in any situation of life.
Whatever is in my power is yours, your deeds shall be mine. You are not weak, you are strong, you must be; and it is a n.o.ble vocation for you to be placed as you are at the side of such a youth, with such a fatal inheritance."
Eric Stood up and drew a long deep breath; the two men held fast each other's hands, and laying his left on his heart, Eric said:--
"I hope that I shall show myself worthy of your appeal."
"I knew this, and it is better, as I said, that you have learned the thing from me. There's no doubt about the matter, depend upon it."
For a long while not a word was spoken. Eric had called out Manna's name with Roland's and his mother's. Now, for the first time, in the deepest sorrow, it broke upon him fully, that he loved Manna; and with a sense of satisfaction the thought shot through his soul that he had not yet spoken to her a word of love.
Terrified at this selfishness he started up.
How could he think of himself, and not of her hard fate? He grieved for her, above all, that she should be the daughter of such a man.
How will she bear it? And did she know it perhaps already? Was this the cause of her secluded life, of the eagerness to sacrifice herself and take the veil?
"Don't lose yourself in thoughts and anxious speculations," said Weidmann admonis.h.i.+ngly.
Eric did not dare to speak of Manna; he merely asked Weidmann whether he thought he ought to communicate this information to his mother; for it was doubly agonizing to have involved his mother in such a connection.
Weidmann said that he well knew what a frightful thing it must be to eat this man's bread, to drink his wine, to receive services at his hand. But he impressed upon Eric the necessity of sparing his mother the recital as long as possible, since he needed her sorely as a stay for Frau Ceres and Manna. Yes, Weidmann called it a rare piece of good fortune to have at one's side, aiding and supporting, a woman so n.o.ble, and so tried in the battle of life.
It was long after midnight when Eric left his host.
He went to his room; he saw that Roland was asleep, and a silent vow rose to his lips, as he gazed upon the handsome, sleeping boy.
Eric wandered restless through the house and through the woods; meteors darted hither and thither through the sky; in the distance glistened the waves of the Rhine; a dewy atmosphere lay upon the whole earth; Eric found no rest, nay, he found hardly a moment's meditation. What should he, what could he do?
Morning began to glimmer; he returned to the courtyard.
Here everything was full of life.
He first fell in with Knopf, who said to him:--
"I haven't slept a wink the whole night on your account. Ah, that question of yours! Theoretically it cannot be solved, since all the real relations of life are made up not of whole numbers, but of fractions only, and can only be expressed in fractions. So the total also cannot be expressed in one whole number. I can't make out, and it turns my head to think of what I should do if I were possessed of many millions. To found benevolent inst.i.tutions, that is hardly enough; the whole world shouldn't be a vast almshouse, a piously endowed establishment. I would have joy and beauty everywhere; men should be not only fed and clothed, they should also be happy. In the first place, I would found in every town a good salary for the teacher who leads the singing-club, and a pint of wine for every member on Sunday; and I would build a concert-hall in every town, with lofty summer-saloons, and well-heated rooms in winter, ornamented with beautiful paintings; and in them should be hung up the prizes gained by the club.
"I would also erect an inst.i.tute for poor children, and make myself director of it; and then I would found a refuge for deserving tutors. I have even fixed on the name it should go by,--'The Home for Eventide.'
Oh, that will be magnificent; how the old teachers will wrangle and each extol his system as the best! I have also decided to let the princ.i.p.al lie, and take a million from it to go travelling with. I would take with me a dozen or more companions, honest, capable men, naturalists, painters, sculptors, merchants, politicians, teachers--in a word, capable men from all callings. I would have them equipped with everything needful, and we would stop wherever and as long as we chose.
In this way I would learn what are the best social arrangements in the world, and when I came home I'd establish similar ones. I do not expect to find it out all at once. Only think what a fine thing such a journey would be, with a dozen or more right clever men, with our own s.h.i.+p for the sea, and with mules for the mountains. In a word, it would be splendid, and useful at the same time. And when Roland comes home he must turn agriculturist; it is altogether the best life; that is to say, man has in that life the best basis to stand upon--the most natural basis. But, as I said, I am counting my chickens before they are hatched."
Eric hardly heard what Knopf was saying, and for the first time woke up out of his dreams when Knopf asked him,--
"Where is Roland? I promised to wake him in time for the departure of Doctor Fritz and his child."
"Just let him sleep."
"On your responsibility?"
"On my responsibility."
"Very well," rejoined Knopf. "Indeed, I had rather not wake him. In that way Roland will have to suffer a pretty little bit of romantic pain. I cannot tolerate this sentimental nonsense between children. Now he has taken his leave, or rather not taken his leave in the night, and while he was sleeping she disappeared; that is a bit of romantic pain.
This taking leave! In the morning, s.h.i.+vering and shaking on the steamer-landing, or at the railroad station, you take leave; then the s.h.i.+p or the train moves off, then you stand there like one who has been robbed, and then you have got to go back. Ah, it is so absurd! I s.h.i.+ver a whole day after a farewell. But now if Roland wakes up and the child has flown away, that may leave a sweet, strong, ecstatic remembrance behind in the soul; and we too, you, Doctor, and I, are both giants in this children's story."
At this point Herr and Frau Weidmann came upon the scene, as well as their sons, the Russian, the Banker, and all the inmates of the house.
All shook hands once more with Doctor Fritz and his child, and Lilian cried,--
"Herr Knopf, give my compliments to Roland, the sleeper."
Away rolled the carriage, the inmates of the house retired to bed; all but Eric and Knopf, who still roamed about in the morning twilight; and Knopf was especially happy to watch so closely once more the universal awakening of nature.
He said that one always neglected it, unless compelled to observe it; and that there were doubtless many poets who sang of the dewy twilight of the morn, who were at the same time frightfully late sleepers.
Eric listened to the good Knopf, but could not conceive how there could be a man out there in the open air alive to such contemplation; with him every thought and every act, the very idea that there was still much to do in life, seemed like a shadowy dream.
On the other hand, Knopf thought that Eric was all attention, and expressed regret that the child had gone; he still had the Russian Prince to instruct, indeed, but the child had made the whole house happy; she was like a living, speaking rose transplanted from the New World. They were evidently expressions which were to serve as ornaments to a poem already begun or in contemplation.
Eric listened to it all patiently.
At last he asked Knopf if Doctor Fritz had said much to him about Herr Sonnenkamp.
Knopf confirmed a part of Weidmann's information; but he did not seem to know everything.
"I take the holy morn to witness," exclaimed Knopf, "you are a man to be honored, Herr Dournay. If I had known at the time the antecedents of Herr Sonnenkamp, I should not have felt so secure when I was teaching Roland. I should always have felt as if there was a loaded pistol at my ear, to go off at any moment. Yes, you are a strong man; this is a new kind of greatness, for I know what it means to control and manage Roland as you do."