Public Secrets
Chapter 29 : mind. As long as her hand was firmly caught in Bev's, she could crane her neck and

mind. As long as her hand was firmly caught in Bev's, she could crane

her neck and look at all the people. Bald heads, floppy hats, scraggly

beards. When her neck got tired, she switched to shoes. Rope sandals,

s.h.i.+ny wing tips, snowy white sneakers, and black pumps. Some people

shuffled their feet, others tapped, a few s.h.i.+fted from side to side, but

hardly a one was still.

When she grew tired of that, she just listened to the voices. She heard

a group of girls arguing nearby. As teenagers, they had Emma's

immediate envy.

"Stevie Nimmons is the cutest," one of the girls insisted. "He's got

big brown eyes and that groovy mustache."

"Brian McAvoy," another corrected. "He's really fab." To prove her

point, she took a photo, cut from a fan magazine, out of her madras

purse. A communal sigh went up as the girls crowded around it. "Every

time I look at it, I just about die."

They squealed, were glared at, then m.u.f.fled giggles with their hands.

Both pleased and baffled, Emma looked up at Bev. "Those girls are

talking about Dad."

"Ssh." Bev was amused enough to want to relay the story to Brian, but

she was also aware that she was wearing the wig and sungla.s.ses for a

reason. "I know they are, but we have to keep who we are a secret."

"Why?"

"I'll explain later," she said, relieved when their turn at the

elevators arrived.

Emma's eyes widened when her ears popped as they had on the airplane.

For a moment she was terrified that she would be sick again. She bit her

lip, closed her eyes, and wished desperately for her Dad.

She wished she hadn't come. She wished she'd brought Charlie for

comfort. And she prayed, as fervently as a three-year-old could, that

she wouldn't lose her wonderful breakfast all over her s.h.i.+ny new shoes.

Then the doors opened, and the dreadful swaying motion stopped. Everyone

was laughing and talking and crowding out. eying Bev's tug on her hand,

she kept close to her while still fighting the nausea.

There was a big stand with shelves of bright souvenirs, and wide, wide

windows where she could see the sky and the spread of buildings that was

Manhattan. Dumbfounded, she stood still while people swarmed around

them. Sickness pa.s.sed into wonder.

"It's something to see, isn't it, Emma?"

"Is it the world?"

Though she was as amazed as Emma, she laughed. "No. Only a small part

of it. Come on then, let's go out."

The wind barreled over them, sending Emma's skirts flying up as she

staggered back. But the sensation excited rather than frightened as

Bev, laughing again, plucked her up.

"We're on top of the world, Emma."

As they looked over the high wall, Emma felt her stomach do playful

little leaps and bounces. It was all spread out below, the crisscross

of streets in the canyons made by the buildings, the tiny cars and buses

that looked like toys. Everything ran so straight and true.

When Bev put a coin in a box, she looked through the telescope, but she