Complete Plays of John Galsworthy
Chapter 85 : In her distress she walks up and doom the room, then goes to the workroom door, and ope

In her distress she walks up and doom the room, then goes to the workroom door, and opens it.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Come in here, please, Freda.

After a seconds pause, FREDA, white and trembling, appears in the doorway, followed by BILL.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. No, Bill. I want to speak to her alone.

BILL, does not move.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Icily] I must ask you to leave us.

BILL hesitates; then shrugging his shoulders, he touches FREDA's arms, and goes back into the workroom, closing the door. There is silence.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. How did it come about?

FREDA. I don't know, my lady.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. For heaven's sake, child, don't call me that again, whatever happens. [She walks to the window, and speaks from there]

I know well enough how love comes. I don't blame you. Don't cry.

But, you see, it's my eldest son. [FREDA puts her hand to her breast] Yes, I know. Women always get the worst of these things.

That's natural. But it's not only you is it? Does any one guess?

FREDA. No.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Not even your father? [FREDA shakes her head] There's nothing more dreadful than for a woman to hang like a stone round a man's neck. How far has it gone? Tell me!

FREDA. I can't.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Come!

FREDA. I--won't.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Smiling painfully]. Won't give him away? Both of you the same. What's the use of that with me? Look at me! Wasn't he with you when you went for your holiday this summer?

FREDA. He's--always--behaved--like--a--gentleman.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Like a man you mean!

FREDA. It hasn't been his fault! I love him so.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE turns abruptly, and begins to walk up and down the room. Then stopping, she looks intently at FREDA.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. I don't know what to say to you. It's simple madness! It can't, and shan't go on.

FREDA. [Sullenly] I know I'm not his equal, but I am--somebody.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Answering this first a.s.sertion of rights with a sudden steeliness] Does he love you now?

FREDA. That's not fair--it's not fair.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. If men are like gunpowder, Freda, women are not. If you've lost him it's been your own fault.

FREDA. But he does love me, he must. It's only four months.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Looking down, and speaking rapidly] Listen to me.

I love my son, but I know him--I know all his kind of man. I've lived with one for thirty years. I know the way their senses work.

When they want a thing they must have it, and then--they're sorry.

FREDA. [Sullenly] He's not sorry.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Is his love big enough to carry you both over everything?.... You know it isn't.

FREDA. If I were a lady, you wouldn't talk like that.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. If you were a lady there'd be no trouble before either of you. You'll make him hate you.

FREDA. I won't believe it. I could make him happy--out there.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. I don't want to be so odious as to say all the things you must know. I only ask you to try and put yourself in our position.

FREDA. Ah, yes!

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. You ought to know me better than to think I'm purely selfish.

FREDA. Would you like to put yourself in my position?

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. What!

FREDA. Yes. Just like Rose.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [In a low, horror-stricken voice] Oh!

There is a dead silence, then going swiftly up to her, she looks straight into FREDA's eyes.

FREDA. [Meeting her gaze] Oh! Yes--it's the truth. [Then to Bill who has come in from the workroom, she gasps out] I never meant to tell.

BILL. Well, are you satisfied?

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. [Below her breath] This is terrible!

BILL. The Governor had better know.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE. Oh! no; not yet!

BILL. Waiting won't cure it!

The door from the corridor is thrown open; CHRISTINE and DOT run in with their copies of the play in their hands; seeing that something is wrong, they stand still. After a look at his mother, BILL turns abruptly, and goes back into the workroom.

LADY CHEs.h.i.+RE moves towards the window.