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The Monster Inside: The First Vampire Novel Chapters
List of most recent chapters published for the The Monster Inside: The First Vampire novel. A total of 284 chapters have been translated and the release date of the last chapter is Apr 02, 2024
Latest Release: Chapter 1 : Published
at 26th of July 2019 10:52:43 AM
Chapter 1 *The Eldovian Era, Year 1702*"
Published
at 26th of July 2019 10:52:43 AM
Chapter 1 *The Eldovian Era, Year 1702*"Ra.s.sa! Ra.s.sa we're going to play find the bunny!" called little Jane as she waved over at her nieghbour . Ra.s.sa sat helping his mother cook the bread t
- 1 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:43 AM Chapter 1 *The Eldovian Era, Year 1702*"Ra.s.sa! Ra.s.sa we're going to play find the bunny!" called little Jane as she waved over at her nieghbour . Ra.s.sa sat helping his mother cook the bread t
- 2 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:42 AM Chapter 2 The children all spread out, looking for the white fur of the bunny that had disappeared amongst the foliage . Diggory was far ahead of the others, but after a minute, James called out further to the ea
- 3 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:41 AM Chapter 3 Diggory and the others had long left Ra.s.sa, Falla, Jane and the younger children behind . They had also however, lost the rabbit . They'd been doing great, had nearly caught it, then it had unexp
- 4 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:40 AM Chapter 4 Jane and Falla looked up in surprise at the rapidly approaching Diggory . He looked terrified . "Diggory?" asked Falla, "What happened where's Ra.s.s-""Ra.s.sa's in tr
- 5 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:39 AM Chapter 5 Ra.s.sa had never heard of the Chaos, not in his tiny corner of the world where all that existed was farmland and peaceful trade . He had heard talk from the merchants of grand cities, and grander dynas
- 6 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:38 AM Chapter 6 When Phillip, Anna's husband and Ra.s.sa's father, finally received the news and returned to the village, Anna was already waiting anxiously in the doctor's front room . "What happen
- 7 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:37 AM Chapter 7 It took Ra.s.sa a long time to wake up . Not because he was incapable of doing so, but because he didn't want to . Every time he attempted to do so, his senses were a.s.saulted with various sounds
- 8 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:36 AM Chapter 8 Despite the fact that it was well past midnight, Ra.s.sa, his parents and the Doctor all sat down as Ra.s.sa was given a soup and some bread . Looking at it, Ra.s.sa knew it was mutton soup, one of his
- 9 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:35 AM Chapter 9 Ra.s.sa had decided he hated the daytime . It was obnoxiously loud, and bright . So bright . It peirced through his vision and made his head ache so bad that he had to ask his mother to cover the window
- 10 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:34 AM Chapter 10 *The Eldovian Era, Year 1692*Cornelius Kildare, master of the Kildare household and Duke of Fountain Ridge, slammed his hands on his desk in outrage, "That boy has been where?"Ludwig, Duke Ki
- 11 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:33 AM Chapter 11 *The Eldovian Era, Year 1702*"So, the elves have marks like mine?" asked Ra.s.sa . "They're called life lines, they're the manifestation of the power a soul is capable of wield
- 12 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:32 AM Chapter 12 As Ra.s.sa drew further and further into the woods, he could feel antic.i.p.ation filling his being . He couldn't believe he was going to do this . If this parents knew . . . if anyone knew . . .
- 13 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:31 AM Chapter 13 Phillip had to admit, this was nothing like what he had expected . It was no wonder his son had refused to say anything more . The fear in his eyes was justified . While Phillip had not been around to
- 14 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:30 AM Chapter 14 The following day, the Doctor advised that Ra.s.sa was well enough to leave . He was still pale, and his eyes were still very sensitive to light, but he was much more energetic and was even eating agai
- 15 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:29 AM Chapter 15 As the sun went down, Ra.s.sa's eyesight became clearer and clearer . Finally, when darkness descended, he did not struggle in the slightest . His eyesight was even clearer than it had been in the
- 16 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:28 AM Chapter 16 Anna, despite all her talk, truly hoped she'd see Phillip again . He was one of the most charming young men she'd ever met . His words were normal perhaps, but the way his eyes sparkled with
- 17 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:27 AM Chapter 17 Phillip hated to admit it, but the meeting between himself and Anna truly had been coincidental . Despite how he had been drawn to her that day, because of the inhumane schedule his brother had given h
- 18 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:26 AM Chapter 18 Anna had been unwilling to accept it when she'd seen it herself, but there was no doubt about it . A man had exploded from eating that single piece of fruit . She had not intended on following Phi
- 19 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:25 AM Chapter 19 Phillip watched as the fruit was force fed to Anna, who struggled but had no choice but to swallow in order to get air . She coughed, and the men stepped back as Anna's body convulsed . She cried
- 20 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:24 AM Chapter 20 *The Eldovian Era, Year 1705*"Yo, Ra.s.sa! Heads up!"Ra.s.sa tilted his head to listen, then raised his hand to catch the apple coming his way . He wrapped his hand around it with a smile, no
- 21 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:23 AM Chapter 21 Regardless of whether the training sessions were valid or not, Ra.s.sa still ventured out every night, usually much later than normal and without his father's company . Sometimes it was to practic
- 22 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:23 AM Chapter 22 Ra.s.sa did not know it then, but he'd taken too much . The Stag had died from blood loss . Despite the fact that Ra.s.sa had not drained it dry, by leaving the wound on the Stag's neck open,
- 23 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:22 AM Chapter 23 The next day, a search was ordered . Every able bodied man was to venture into the woods and comb it for the hide out of this new beast . Phillip and Ra.s.sa joined the hunt, but could do nothing to gu
- 24 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:21 AM Chapter 24 The next day, Ra.s.sa avoided Jane . He didn't want to, they'd been friends for as long as he could remember and the last thing he wanted to do was hurt her feelings . But the strange craving
- 25 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:20 AM Chapter 25 "121" . "Did you find all of them?""We can't be sure . But some of them had more than one animal inside" . "Then . . . how long has this thing been around?"
- 26 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:19 AM Chapter 26 Knight General Quince Turney had had to deal with many strange and fantastical requests in his long and successful career . He believed above all else that his his career had been so successful in this
- 27 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:18 AM Chapter 27 He might have worn the same luxurious clothing and finery . He might have conducted business with the same arrogance and pride . He might have even still used his position of authority like he was a G.
- 28 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:17 AM Chapter 28 It had been over a month since the Curfew had been enforced . Ten days following the Curfew, a battalion of Knight had arrived in Cordon . They were all skeptical about the existence of the monster, an
- 29 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:16 AM Chapter 29 Ra.s.sa was hungry . So hungry that he couldn't remember what it was like to not be hungry . Physically, he was exhausted, stiff and sore . His body had been getting progressively worse, and had n
- 30 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:15 AM Chapter 30 When Jane heard in the early hours of the morning that the Monster had been caught, she was ecstatic . Finally! Finally she could venture out after the sun had set without fear . And just in time for t
- 31 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:14 AM Chapter 31 The answer the villagers had come up with was to take Ra.s.sa to the Battalion Camp until further notice . He was placed on the edge of the camp closest the forest . Not because they had any sympathy f
- 32 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:13 AM Chapter 32 The Knight Oath, which every graduate of the Knight Academies had to take, was more than a simple promise . The Knight Oath was hope, for every man, woman and child in times of peace and turmoil . A ho
- 33 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:12 AM Chapter 33 While Ra.s.sa wasted away in the cage, fighting a losing internal battle with Red Eyes, and a hopeless external one with Jameson, Phillip and Anna did their best to appear normal . In many eyes, they h
- 34 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:11 AM Chapter 34 Why had Jane come again? Phillip and Anna had warned her countless times of how dangerous it was to approach Ra.s.sa when he was like this, let alone the penalties she'd face should the Knights ca
- 35 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:10 AM Chapter 35 If anyone were to ever ask Ra.s.sa what it felt like to be trapped within his own body, unable to control it, but a witness to everything it did, he would tell them simply, it was not something one enj
- 36 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:09 AM Chapter 36 Jane ran, the screaming following her like a vengeful ghost . She couldn't count the amount of times she'd stumbled and fallen . It had slowed her progress significantly, but she didn't
- 37 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:08 AM Chapter 37 Phillip stared through the bars of Cordon's only prison cell with immense sadness . Since they'd chained his wrists to the rings on opposite walls and fastened the mask over his face, Ra.s.sa
- 38 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:07 AM Chapter 38 Arita Jekani had been on the road for a week . She was bored out of her mind . One minute she'd been minding her own business during the weekly Toulle City Guild Meeting, and the next she'd b
- 39 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:06 AM Chapter 39 Jane was not all that aware of her surroundings when she regained consciousness . Mostly because her arms and shoulders ached as if she'd been lifting baskets of fruit for a week straight . She fr
- 40 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:05 AM Chapter 40 The definition of Jailhouse for Cordon was certainly different to that of a city such as Toulle . In a city Jailhouse, as many as four hundred individuals could be imprisoned, in Cordon, they would be
- 41 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:04 AM Chapter 41 In the few days that followed, a lot happened in the small Village of Cordon . The Knights who had pa.s.sed on were all burned on Pyres, their ashes collected and stored in urns . Arita also went to in
- 42 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:03 AM Chapter 42 Despite finding a Magician with a boatload of potential, Arita had been so busy organising her departure that she'd neglected to address Jane's no doubt burning questions . She'd only ma
- 43 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:02 AM Chapter 43 At the same time that Ra.s.sa, Jane and Arita were making their way towards the Farming City of Toulle, Knight General Turney was arriving once again in Fountain Ridge . He had pushed horse after horse
- 44 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:01 AM Chapter 44 After six days on the road West, Arita and her charge finally arrived at Toulle in the late afternoon . It was quite picturesque from a distance . It was built up on one of the larger hills, surrounded
- 45 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:00 AM Chapter 45 Despite the fact that they took the back entrance, Jane hadn't been able to close her mouth since she'd entered the Guild Hall . Nearly the entirety of the first floor was one ma.s.sive commu
- 46 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:52:00 AM Chapter 46 Ra.s.sa remembered little beyond agreeing to undergo Red Eyes' training . As he shook off his grogginess, he opened his eyes to adjust to the light of the day once more . The cage was surprisingly
- 47 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:59 AM Chapter 47 Jane was nervous . Not only had she left Ra.s.sa behind, but she was also in a strange place that was intimidating to say the least . The giant building made from the earth was nothing like anything Ja
- 48 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:58 AM Chapter 48 When Ra.s.sa finally woke up from his experience in Red Eye's - no Victor's - memories, he felt more mentally exhausted than he'd ever felt . He'd experienced an entire day inside t
- 49 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:57 AM Chapter 49 True to her word, Arita had brought in a small goat for Ra.s.sa to feed from after he'd completed his bath . The clothes he'd been given were simple, just some trousers and a cotton s.h.i.+rt
- 50 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:56 AM Chapter 50 Ra.s.sa finished another book, dropping it on the floor beside the bed to join the tens of other books he'd been through in the last week . He placed an arm over his eyes breathing a deep sigh as
- 51 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:55 AM Chapter 51 It had been quite some time since Aegin had been given a mission of this importance . Well, in saying that, it wasn't really his mission, it was his father's mission, and Aegin was being take
- 52 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:54 AM Chapter 52 As Ra.s.sa had expected, Victor had made an appearance an hour or so after Arita had turned in for the night . 'I can sense your apprehension, what's wrong?' Victor asked nearly straight
- 53 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:53 AM Chapter 53 Needless to say, that when Arita awoke from her drug induced sleep late the next morning, she was distressed to find her Labratory lacking one very unique, blood-sucking boy . However, after a prelimin
- 54 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:52 AM Chapter 54 Ra.s.sa was Hungry . Again . Why was this the case? Because it seemed his captors hadn't been briefed on the consequences of NOT feeding him . It'd been nearly a week since they'd left T
- 55 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:51 AM Chapter 55 Aegin had certainly never heard of a creature like the boy they had kidnapped, but it was certain he wouldn't forget any time soon . Aegin had managed to catch a snake after some work, and after t
- 56 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:50 AM Chapter 56 They'd been on the road for two weeks when Ra.s.sa finally spotted mountains in the distance . According to Aegin, Jerrica was situated in the Seisin Mountain Range South-East of Barday . Though,
- 57 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:49 AM Chapter 57 Despite Ra.s.sa's curiosity, he had to wait until the next lesson to hear more about the Lycanthropes . He spent the rest of his lesson with Victor listening to more arguments about territory, whi
- 58 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:48 AM Chapter 58 After taking their seats at the table in the centre of the marquee, both Victor and Grim were silent as they stared at each other, neither willing to concede . Grim's intimidation did little but a
- 59 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:47 AM Chapter 59 The morning after his lesson, Ra.s.sa glimpsed the Jerrica Mines for the first time . They were not somewhere he was eager to stay in . Jerrica itself was built like a military fort, only there was no
- 60 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:46 AM Chapter 60 There was no real way to tell how long it had been since Ra.s.sa had been imprisoned, but Ra.s.sa knew exactly how long it was . Six hours . Six hours alone in the dark surrounded by Anthrite . It was
- 61 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:45 AM Chapter 61 For the majority of his time, Ra.s.sa was kept in darkness . As the sole inhabitant of these deep, dark cells down a long forgotten tunnel, having so much time to himself was enough to drive anyone mad
- 62 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:44 AM Chapter 62 Aegin did not attempt to hide it . He was angered that Ra.s.sa had been left to the whims of a mad man . Everyone amongst the Ridge Men knew who Doctor Sagen Zaroth was . He was the man who had suggest
- 63 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:43 AM Chapter 63 The answer to Aegin's burning question? Well, only someone with Life Lines could truly answer . You see, after the Doctor had grown bored with digging out bigger and bigger chunks of flesh and wat
- 64 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:42 AM Chapter 64 Seeing Ra.s.sa in the state he was in was truly a highlight of how little Aegin knew about his somewhat ally . Is that what they were? Allies? Aegin didn't feel like they were close enough to be c
- 65 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:41 AM Chapter 65 Aegin returned to Fountain Ridge just as Winter fully arrived . The first snows were falling, and the only places far enough south to miss the white blanket falling over the continent were the Southern
- 66 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:40 AM Chapter 66 Eldovian Era 1707, the 4th day of the 1st month:After two months of waiting, the specimen was finally weak enough to procure a sample from the exposed muscle of its back . After closer inspection, it a
- 67 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:39 AM Chapter 67 For over a year, Ra.s.sa's lessons with Victor had consisted mostly of historical background and politics . Ra.s.sa had learned to see the importance in them, the lessons that could be learned fro
- 68 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:38 AM Chapter 68 It was just before the Winter Solstice that Zaroth managed to take a second batch of samples from Ra.s.sa . It'd taken longer than usual because Ra.s.sa had taken to attacking the guards to get sm
- 69 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:37 AM Chapter 69 *The Eldovian Era 1708*Arita Jekani was frustrated . She'd spent her whole career as a Magician trying to validate the use of Light Magicians in combat, and today, in front of everyone at the Guil
- 70 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:36 AM Chapter 70 Ra.s.sa had just been thinking it had been uneventful for too long when she showed up . For a prisoner, she smelled rather clean . The Guards just showed up one morning and tossed her into the cell bes
- 71 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:35 AM Chapter 71 It had taken him months, but finally, Aegin had found a way to answer the questions that had been burning within him . He'd been sent on various missions, his father had no doubt suspected him bec
- 72 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:35 AM Chapter 72 Aegin did not have to look hard for his father . In the north eastern district of Fountain Ridge, right on the border of the forest lands, there stood an inconspicuous little house that the Ridge Men h
- 73 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:34 AM Chapter 73 She was a persistent b*tch, Ra.s.sa had to give her that . She'd hardly shut up for weeks . It wasn't like it wasn't obvious what she was doing either . Just more and more bullsh*t spilt
- 74 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:33 AM Chapter 74 There was something wrong . At first, because he'd learned not to care at all, he hadn't quite worked out what it was . He drained the slave he was given, and waited for them to take out the
- 75 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:32 AM Chapter 75 He vaguely registered Guards entering the cell with that d.a.m.ned anthrite net again as his ears rung and his jaw clenched . He groaned and rolled to his hands and knees, the makes.h.i.+ft sword he�
- 76 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:31 AM Chapter 76 It was too quiet . But Aegin was past the front gates before he realised it . There was just something about it . Maybe it was that there was a biting cold in the air despite it being only Autumn . May
- 77 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:30 AM Chapter 77 Cordon was not what it had been when Aegin has once glimpsed it from the outside . There seemed to be some form of relief amongst the people there . A sense that they had moved on and forgotten what ha
- 78 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:29 AM Chapter 78 Eldovian Era 1708, 14th day of the 12th month:Despite my initial annoyance in having my work be interrupted by less informed forces, their intervention has borne fruit . The wh.o.r.e, Seri (though they
- 79 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:28 AM Chapter 79 He was cold . He'd been cold for a long time though . So long that he'd almost forgotten what it felt like to be warm . It was only those times when the warm life blood of his prey gushed pas
- 80 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:27 AM Chapter 80 Aegin had been trained to wait . To wait and watch and listen and weigh the consequences of his actions before acting . To be silent as the air and seek solace only in the shadows . He figured that now
- 81 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:26 AM Chapter 81 Doctor Sagen Zaroth was truly a blessed individual . Blessed with good fortune . Blessed with great benefactors, and blessed with a profound knowledge the likes of which none other could fathom . He wa
- 82 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:25 AM Chapter 82 "Doctor Sagen Zaroth, your inability to carry out the task given to you has resulted in a devastating blow to your benefactors . As a result, you are hereby removed from your position until furthe
- 83 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:24 AM Chapter 83 He'd nearly been dying of antic.i.p.ation . The power had built within him for over a fortnight, and finally, finally, he felt himself nearing the end of his wait . Ra.s.sa allowed a grin to adorn
- 84 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:23 AM Chapter 84 Ra.s.sa had no care who he encountered, prisoner or guard . They all died . He fed from the cleaner ones, and just left the others where they'd fallen . Some skewered to the wall, some impaled by
- 85 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:22 AM Chapter 85 It had been many hours since Ra.s.sa had recovered his Life Line . In all that time, Ra.s.sa had only made it as far as the entrance . When he'd gotten to the mouth of the cave, having walked there st
- 86 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:21 AM Chapter 86 All was quiet in the guard house that sat at the base of the ridge that had given Fountain Ridge its name . There was nothing peculiar about the night . The guards had taken in a prisoner earlier that
- 87 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:20 AM Chapter 87 No sooner had Ra.s.sa been stopped cold by Ebony's request than he felt something was immensely wrong . His Life Lines tingled, warning him of something . Something that was rapidly spiralling out of
- 88 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:19 AM Chapter 88 The River Market where Aegin had left Phillip was nearly overrun by the time he returned . Some guard patrols were putting up a fight around the edges, trying to prevent the beasts from going any furth
- 89 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:18 AM Chapter 89 Aegin wasn't entirely sure what happened . One moment he was fighting an ugly battle and rapidly running out of arrows, then the next, something with enormous wings had dropped down into the fray . Th
- 90 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:17 AM Chapter 90 Ra.s.sa was still for a moment as he carefully closed his father's eyes, then looked over at Aegin . The last time the two had spoken, Ra.s.sa had sent him away . Aegin had clearly not given up if he
- 91 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:16 AM Chapter 91 He'd met Aegin on the road between Fountain Ridge and Barday . Aegin had clearly been surprised by Ra.s.sa's sudden appearance, but he didn't say anything . He didn't say anything when they suddenl
- 92 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:16 AM Chapter 92 Chains would bind him no longer.It was what Ra.s.sa had vowed to his dying father, and leaving all he knows behind, Ra.s.sa is determined to not go back on his word. But these things are always easier
- 93 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:15 AM Chapter 93 Even a few streets back from the docks, the rhythmic and calm beating of waves against the stone wall of the dock and the s.h.i.+fting of tied boats differentiated the city of Port Lovolon from any oth
- 94 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:14 AM Chapter 94 It was not as if Ra.s.sa didn't have a plan when he'd left Jerrica . He did . The plan was to leave . To go beyond the reach of the Kildares to a place where he could start fresh . Where it wouldn't
- 95 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:13 AM Chapter 95 Aegin and Ebony were awaiting him at the apartment when he got back . He'd spent a few hours wondering around the Port by moonlight . Mostly to have some semblence of peace, though the reasoning he ga
- 96 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:12 AM Chapter 96 Aegin watched from the other side of the room as Ra.s.sa slept . There were times when Ra.s.sa knew he was watching, and pretended to sleep just so Aegin would leave him be . What Aegin hadn't spoken
- 97 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:11 AM Chapter 97 "Land ho!"The call came just as the sun had risen after three weeks at sea . Another crossing between Eldovia and the Kingdom of Illia on the Southern Continent had been completed . The Miranda cut
- 98 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:10 AM Chapter 98 The door to the Leaky Boat swung open with a crash, Captain Jeremiah Token and his cabinboy Aaron walking through it with long, purposeful strides . Arthur, who was cleaning tankards behind the bar, g
- 99 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:09 AM Chapter 99 After three weeks of carting crates of various shapes and sizes and with various contents, Ra.s.sa had to admit that he agreed with Aegin, it was getting old . But it was safe, so the mindless work co
- 100 Published at 26th of July 2019 10:51:08 AM Chapter 100 Ewan had slept late . He hadn't meant to . Usually without fail he would rise with the sun and report to the docks to work . Working on and around the sea had been a part of his life since before he